Tag: photography

  • 6-8-26

    6-8-26

    It’s been quite a long time since I’ve posted anything. All of you clamoring for my return will be happy at last.

    It’s officially summer, and school is out. Well, the regular school program is out; the summer school program is just starting. I am driving summer school again this year. I’ve driven summer school every year since I started this job excepting one. It’s strange for me to say, but that year I was off too long. I became restless and consumed with boredom. Granted I didn’t and really still don’t have the means to do any fancy vacations or much traveling at all. If I can swing it I hope to do a bit of light traveling in July, but circumstances will dictate that.

    It’s Monday. When I wake up and drink my coffee I usually watch the ABC morning news show. I know, legacy media yuck, blah, blah, blah. And I tend to agree with that negative view of media in general, but I seriously doubt that journalists will out-right lie. Lies by omission, they’d do that all day long, but a bald faced lie, thankfully it hasn’t go that bad, yet…

    Anyway, what I saw on the news this morning, the thing I’m thinking about now, was more or less the same exact thing I’ve seen every Monday for the past two months, war. Yes the war that started last month that I mentioned in my last blog post. It’s not really a war by the way, even though everyone including the President of the USA call it a war, but that’s only when he’s talking unofficially about it. Officially it is an action or something like that. Double speak bull sticks! Anyway, we won that action/war the first three days of of the action/war, at least that is what the President of the USA told us. But… and that’s a big butt… it really hasn’t ended yet. Just last night Israel and Iran shot missiles at each other directly for the first time since the cease fire that is supposed to be in effect. But don’t worry! The President of the USA says that we are days away from a good deal that will bring peace to the middle east and return the world to normal business. Heh, yeah, okay.

    Every week it is the same thing. President reassures the world that peace is around the corner. More shooting and killing and bombing and whatnot take place to ruin the current optimism. Then on Friday that president goes on the verbal offensive, and offensive he is, and tells the world, “Well, we got that little mess under control and will work hard all weekend to find a solution.” The stock market rallies. The good people of the world leave work, go home, go swimming with their kids, or burn some hamburgers on the grill. Monday comes back around, and we are day’s away from a deal. Then Israel, or possibly our own glorious US war leaders, do something to muck it up. The cycle starts all over. Week after week. Month after month.

    Our leaders are so dumb. What I see happening is that this cycle is going to continue on for more months. Mid term elections will come around. That is going to be line of demarcation.

    I’d like to think both houses of congress will change leadership, but I doubt it will work out that way. I doubt it for several reasons, not the least of which is the current leadership have already proven to be unsupportive of the nation’s current standards and practices, to put it politely. Anyway, after the mid terms the ground invasion will start. It doesn’t really matter who controls congress at that point. The opposition party/Democrat party will be powerless to stop it. The current leadership/Republican party will have still have the President, and the President will do what he want’s regardless of what the people want. Of course it depends on which people you ask, as is always the case with war. The business people that stand to make a profit will be supportive of the war, and there are a lot of people who stand to profit from a new protracted, bloody, disgusting war. There will probably be more people, including the ones that will have to fight and die in the war, that don’t support the war. But the Republican party and MAGA’s have really got their ducks in a row this time. Business will win and poor people will die, as always. But we’ll remember them all fondly next Memorial day.

    Okay, enough of that. I really haven’t done much in the way of photography lately. I have been doing some novice gardening type things that have been one of my creative outlets. I’ve also been reading more lately. In the last few weeks I’ve finished “Wuthering Heights”, and the “Great Gatsby.” Both of which were excellent. Im currently reading “The Children of Strife” by Adrian Tchaikovsky. It is the fourth in a series of Sci fi books that I’m very much enjoying. I’d highly recommend them. They are kinda weird and deep, but that’s how I like it.

    With some of gardening experiments I attempted to start some seeds in my house. I am learning as I go. With my first attempt I used some “organic” soil. Apparently the soil had worm casings in it, which is basically poo. I think that the casings are probably the secret ingredient that led to my prolongs misery. At some point a fruit fly got into my house and found this rather desirable condition and decided to stay and put down roots. Before I knew it I was running a fruit fly, I guess that’s what they are, sanctuary. They breed fast. It was driving me insane having to share my space with all those little buggers. I thought about it. I thought there must be something I can do. The solution was simple. Fly strips. It’s not something I’ve really every used before myself. I’ve seen them used in some places, but never my house. I guess I’ve been lucky, or maybe hygienic, who knows. Those fly strips work very well. They aren’t a perfect solution, but they brought the population down to an acceptable level. I ate having them fly up my nose or around my eyes, yuck.

    I mention all this about fly strips and fruit flies because it is today’s photo. I didn’t spend much time on this. It is kinda morbid and gross. But I had an idea to photograph the fly strip. I took a few shots and decided to try to do a focus stack, which turned out pretty okay. It got a good bit more of the scene than without the stacking. It’s still a very narrow focal band, but it’s kinda cool.

  • February 21, 2026

    February 21, 2026

    My poor iMac took a dump a minute ago. It totally lost all connection to my mouse and keyboard. Bluetooth totally died. The keyboard was connected via cable. I think this is the second time this has happened. Naturally I wanted to fix it. In my experience sometimes it’s best to really break something to fix it right, at least with IT. I say that from the standpoint of someone not working on anything critical. I’m just an average user and factory reset is usually an option. God forbid.

    I forced a reboot. No other way without any input device. I made my iMac forget it’s bluetooth connections to the keyboard and the mouse. I’m not sure why I did this. It really messed things up for a minute, but it did make me go deeper than I’ve ever gone into the bluetooth settings. There was a bigger problem I had to address first.

    My keyboard worked after forgetting it on bluetooth because it was wired directly. Unfortunately I wasn’t able to use my keyboard to reconnect my mouse. I thought pretty much everything could be done with a keyboard, but I was disappointed. Honestly I think it may be some deeper issue due to my years and years of playing with this unit. But I was stuck. Stuck without a mouse in an environment where the keyboard apparently didn’t do everything.

    To fix my mouse problem I had to go to the store and buy a cheap wired mouse. After checking my stash I realized I got rid of all my wired mice. I didn’t think I’d need them I guess. I like to git rid of things I don’t need. Sometimes it comes back to bite me. Fortunately this bite only too $9 out my hide.

    So wham bam and my wireless mouse works again. I did some searching while trying to figure out ways to reconnect before I threw in the towel and went for a new wired mouse. That search led me to a way to reset the the bluetooth settings using the terminal. This is the kind of deep fix I was hoping to find before I started breaking things.

    I’m not a hacker or anything. I don’t know much about code or command line interface (CLI), except that it exists and is the foundation upon which the graphic user interface (GUI) is built. I have done some small sessions trying to teach myself how to use the CLI, but it’s too much for me to want to get too deep into. But I do know enough to copy and paste a command into the terminal. And I found the command that rest the bluetooth settings.

    I found the command I wanted using AI. Maybe I shouldn’t have trusted an ai for command line stuff, but I did. I didn’t even think about it being risky until just now. Yeah, it’s probably best to be careful when tampering with the operating system. Lucky AI did me right this time. For the record the CLI put into the terminal was
    “sudo pkill bluetoothd”

    There was another thing suggested if that didn’t work. It involved slightly more work, so I took the CLI route. Funny thing, I went ahead and looked into the the second option anyway, and here I am typing all about it. Funny how time and effort is a concern sometimes. Then you end up spending time and effort documenting it all.

    Anyway the second suggestion was to go to the library folder, then find the preferences folder, then find the “com.apple.Bluetooth.plist” Delete it. I didn’t actually delete the file. I did find it and it showed it’s creation date and time consistant with when I did the CLI sudo pkill bluetoothd. I decided that was good enough for me.

    I got a glazed donut from Willson’s Bakery this morning. It was a delicious breakfast. I got a cream horn for later, perhaps dinner, perhaps tomorrows breakfast. I’m really trying to diet again, but I figure a treat on the weekend won’t kill me. I just have to do good during the week, and this week I did good.

    It’s the middle of February and the last few days it’s felt like spring. I wonder if it will hold or if a cold blast will come thought and kill everything that is starting to grow. Who can tell. What I can tell you is I don’t want to do yard work.

    Today I’m posting a picture that is a little blurry. Even so I like it. I took this when I walked out my door a few days ago. It was morning. The light was yummy. I wish I had better focus on it, but I can’t change the past. I can only hope to do better in the future. Either way I like this now, and I want to share it. Maybe someone else sees some beauty here.

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  • February 8, 2026

    February 8, 2026

    It’s a great day. It’s a great day to be manic. I’m not here to attempt a self diagnosis. I just feel more upbeat, focused and energetic than most days. It’s another Sunday, the one day I can pretty reliably set aside several hours to work on things I want to work on, and I am. I have tended to write something the last several Sundays, or tried to at least. I may not have always posted whatever I wrote, which is probably for the best.

    That leads me to my next order of business. I’ve been giving it some thought. It being how I have been running this blog. Up to now, I’ve posted just about any old crazy rambling thoughts I wrote. Sometimes it may have been relevant or interesting. Begging the question relevant to what or interesting to whom? Which opens another possible topic to explore sometime other than now.

    I’ve decided to try to keep this blog less of a personal journal/diary, which it has been moving toward recently. I’m pretty new to blogging and journaling and writing in general. Most of my life I didn’t have much use for it, so I didn’t have much discipline or real direction. Realistically, I still don’t, but I’m working on trying to improve. So in the future I expect I will continue to write journal/diary entries. I find them therapeutic, which is so antithetical to my younger self’s opinion it’s almost an unbelievable thing for me to say now. I will continue to post the journal entries because I wrote it and want to do something with it. however, I am going to make those journal/diary entries private. Only I and possibly a shrink will likely ever see them,or maybe a board hacker with too much time on their hands.

    I hope your not too disappointed to find out I’ll be a little more careful putting my raw insanity on display. Don ’t worry I’m sure I’ll still say insane things, as I am constantly thinking insane things. I like insane things. Am I insane? You can decide for yourself. It’s probably pretty insane to think that anyone has or ever will read this, or any of the other stuff I’ve posted. I’m not too worried about being dragged off for evaluation or straight up incarceration for corrupting the masses. Being insane very publicly, but in obscurity, is kinda fun.

    True, most of the things I think are insane but are probably nothing that hasn’t been thought or said many times over. As the cliche goes, there is nothing new under the sun. Interesting. I find out that is biblical. I probably knew that at one time, but it’s like the sand it has slipped though the screen of my mind. It comes from Ecclesiastes 1:9 if your curious. There is so much good stuff in the Bible.

    My insanity is probably pretty mild compared to many. I try to be fairly moderate in my thinking. It’s kinda funny to say that I’m moderate in my thinking when my thinking about politics in the US of A during the 2026 era I’m probably considered a radical-left wing-communist-terrorist-insurrectionist-hippy, and lets add baby killer to the list for good measure. Currently both sides of the political theater are accusing the other side of raping and torturing and killing babies. Sadly, they are both probably right. See Epstein files. Disclaimer, I never have and never will kill a baby, at least not willfully, God willing.

    This blog post is my first in the new era of separating blog from journal. I’m not above posting minutia, so… I haven’t yet figured out how to technically separate journal from blog on WordPress. I’m sure it’s not terribly difficult though.

    I’m thinking that for this and most of my blog posts I will likely type the body one day then edit it a little bit the next day or two. I have no doubt I’ve left some pretty serious typos in the posts up to this point. Honestly, I expect, even with self-editing there will still be typos. I’m not trying to make money off this thing. Im overly concerned about grammatical, syntactical, or orthographic perfection. I am trying to do it right, and I’m not under any kind of pressure to get content out quickly. But I doubt anyone has ever given my blog more than a glance anyway. Funny, now that I’m not bering graded I care about this stuff.

    One thing I’m still figuring out how to handle is working with the photo elements you know I love. The photos are the heart of my blog as far as I’m concerned. This site and blog started as a way to show the photos I’ve taken. Showing both the photos I am happy with, and work that may just be meh, but still something I want to remember personally. I spent some time doing even the bad studd and feel some recognition is deserved. I envision myself sitting around old and alone looking back at the glory day’s. Hurrah.

    The thing about adding photos is it’s actually like work. Work I enjoy, but work nevertheless. Not to get too deep into it, but there are many stages to photography. There is planning, execution, ingestion, culling, editing, then finally distribution.

    Planning could be something spontaneous like a field trip or it could be something drawn out and complicated like a wedding.

    Execution can range from a mini-session in a studio. Or a days long event with multiple locations and complicated variables.

    Ingestion can be done different ways. I do it by bringing my camera back to my home office and ingesting the photos from the memory card into my iMac. Ingesting hundreds of photos can take some significant time, at least enough time to get a sandwich.

    Culling is the real bitch. There are AI tools now that do this, but I don’t think I want to go down that road, not now at least. If you do the math, 400 images given ten seconds of consideration with zero rest between each image would take over an hour to simply cycle through. I would be hard pressed to decide with that little time. Honestly, for me, culling can be boring and none too enjoyable. with that many files culling is usually done in stages, slowly whittling down the cream from the curd. That may not be the best analogy because I like curds. Come to think of it I like a lot of the unused photos too. Sometimes deciding just comes down to throwing a dart.

    Editing is usually reserved for those that make the cut. Granted, a curd can be elevated to cream upon a second look and a little lipstick. Most of the time edits I do are pretty minimal. I learned to follow a core principle of photography: getting it right in the camera. I allow Lightroom pick the settings as a starting point. Then I work from there, if needed, or desired. Occasionally I have an image I want or need to edit more deeply, but that’s not too often, at least at this stage of my life.

    You can’t forget distribution. Otherwise what’s the point? Once you’ve got a batch of photos ready for the world, you’ve got to get them to the world. For me that means posting to my blog mostly. I’m also trying to get in the habit of posting to Instagram and Facebook. Someday I may explore posting to other sites and platforms. When a client is involved, the client and photographer need to agree on how the work is presented. There are an extremely large variety of options for delivery to a client. It can be a little intimidating.

    First, there is digital delivery, which has options ranging from CD-ROM (old school), to thumb drive, to cloud services. There are undoubtably other digital delivery options which I’m not even aware. God knows there are a ton of companies that cater to photographers. I won’t get too into the their business models that I’ve studied. I use the cloud service Drop Box at this time. It requires a little bit of tech savvy, but really isn’t difficult to use once you get it set up. I like it because it is free. One day I may use it enough to get a subscription with some bells and whistles, but for now free is the ticket.

    There are likely more digital distribution methods I have no idea about. There will probably be more in the future. Technology is always moving forward and changing. I try to keep up with the progress, but Im too old and slow and far removed from be on the bleeding edge of this stuff like I tried to be at one time.

    The second option for distribution to a client is physical media. Traditionally this was prints only. Now you can get photos printed on damn near anything. It’s common to have photos on coffee mugs, pin on buttons, signs, cards, whatever. Also, I’ll put under physical distribution digital photo frames you put on your desk or night stand that cycle though a collection. This can be on a smart TV too. Again there are many thing’s I’ve omitted due to brevity or ignorance.

    Rolling back around to how I want to distribute photos on my blog. Do wait until I’ve done all the steps and distribute as a single massive gallery like the one I’m going to post along with this monolog? Or should I do small batches as I do work on them? Do I post only photo galleries without any monolog? Do I post small batches with a little monolog? Should the monolog be limited to the content of the gallery? Should each gallery have a theme or simply be the photos I finished since the last post? It’s pretty exhausting to think about it. Should I vary gallery/monolog formats or try to keep it uniform? I will have to chew on these questions a while. Of course, since this is my blog I can do whatever I want. Still I’d like to have some consistency.

    Ultimately I’d like for the forthcoming blog posts, after switching to this blog/journal category separation protocol, to be a more focused. The tags I’m currently using are tech, random thoughts, philosophy, politics, photography. I think random thoughts and philosophy cold be interchangeable. I made a bunch of tags in the early days, but I’m going to stop making so many, one for every little thing. I’m going to try to be very deliberate if I create new ones. While I may photograph just a bout anything, I want the category/tags to be broad and minimal.

    I need to figure out how to make journal category posts private by default. I suppose this is where I’ll leave off today. It gives me a project for this afternoon.

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  • February 1, 2026

    February 1, 2026

    I’ve got a couple more pictures of the Houston County Silver and Black marching band. I’m slowly going through them and finding some very nice stuff. I don’t have a reason to be quick about processing this batch of photographs. I’m just going at my leisure, and today is a leisurely Sunday. I know there are a lot more I like further down the timeline.

    I wonder if it’s good or bad to post these as I work on them, or should I just wait until I’ve processed the entire batch, then be more selective about what I do post. There are a lot of shots I like for one reason or another, many of which are similar to other shots due to being taken chronologically in bursts. I could very easily wheedle them down, but I don’t want to loose anything. It’s not like I’m trying to decide which pic will be the cover for some billboard or album cover. These are just displayed on the internet, barely taking up any memory and no physical space. Maybe it takes up a little space in my head. That’s okay, Ive got the room.

    I think I’ve figured out why my Facebook, Instagram, and Threads accounts weren’t being nice to me. I think they will all play nicely together now. I posted this batch to Insta and it posted to FB and Threads. I feel like I’ve got my isht together finally. That is a good feeling.

    Perhaps not I can tie them all together with this blog/site, and get some synergy going. I really need to make some money instead of spending it all the time.

    I don’t feel much like writing a ton today, so here are a batch’o pix.

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  • January 25, 2026

    January 25, 2026

    Sunday once again. I’ve decided that instead of going to church on Sunday I will use that time to write something, edit some photos, or otherwise do something productive, even if it’s just reading a book. I expect there will be day’s I read the Bible, but today I am writing and working with photos.Also I’ll do any laundry that I didn’t get to on Saturday, my usual laundry day. Today that includes bed sheets, fun.

    I spent the last week trying to fix a longstanding problem I’ve had with Facebook. It’s difficult to describe, so I won’t try. I will say that I spent many hours, probably 6-8, trying to trouble shoot the problem with Facebooks AI tech support robot. I was optimistic when I got started. It seems to understand what I was saying, probably better than a low level human phone tech. The robot and I worked together to refine and narrow sown the problem, many times. But as it was many time you can see it never seemed to find the actual problem. Eventually it started going in circles, suggesting this already tried. I got frustrated and cursed it. It suggested I open a ticket with an actual human. Wow, I had been trying to figure out how to get to an actual human from the start, but FB-AI-BOT stood in the way. Perhaps now the gatekeeper of paid employees would let me pass.

    Oh no, of course not, the FB-AI-BOT pointed me in the direction of contacting actual human tech support so I can start going around in circles with them until they understood the depth of the technical problem with their labyrinthine IT ecosystem. I will tell you that after going around in circles with FB-AI-BOT it determined that at least part of the problem was with an old invisible account or some such thing. Yes invisible, that’s what it said. And poor FB-AI-BOT simply can’t see invisible. Anyway, FB-AI-BOT told me how to contact actual human tech support, but guess what? What it told me didn’t match reality, big surprise right? I spent maybe another hour trying to figure out how to contact actual humans. I posted screen shots. I used clear language. FB-AI-BOT apologized profusely. FB-AI-BOT kept trying, bless it’s robot heart. But I, with the help of FB-AI-BOT, never actually found a way to report the problem to a human. So I’m giving up.

    Today I told Facebook to delete my “business” page, a page I started years ago when a personal business was my main concern. It was a learning thing mostly, as I never managed to make much of a business. There was a lot of experimenting, both with content and settings. I expect the invisible error that has kicked me in the balls probably started and got compounded during this time period. I also have scheduled one of my Instagram profiles for deletion, the one I made to promote my real estate photography business attempt. So I have two accounts scheduled for deletion, scheduled to nuke years worth of content and work, which is okay because it was mostly nothing good, but this is still frustrating. I still have two accounts, once Facebook and one Instagram, with Meta, the parent company of Facebook, which made itself the big daddy after I had my original Facebook account/profile for probably twenty years, give or take. Come to think of it I have a Threads account also, which is another company under the loving care of Meta. Sheesh I never even thought of that when I was trying to find the invisible demon that has caused me so much trouble this week and the many years I’ve been trying to fix this problem.

    My Facebook business page should be gone within 24-hours. My Instagram real estate account will take a month. So I will need to wait at least a month before I can see if the invisible problem got nuked or not. I suppose after that, if my problem persists, I will nuke my main Instagram page, which would be a loss I actually feel. It may be a blessing, but it will be painful to loose all of that work I’ve done over the years. I really hope I can keep that Instagram account. I really want a clean Meta portfolio connecting my personal profile to a business profile and page that is connected to an Instagram account and a Threads account. This is the goal. This is what I’ve been trying to accomplish for years now, but some invisible force wants to stop me. I’m not being overly dramatic or using metaphor, remember FB-AI-BOT told me it was an invisible account that was causing all my problems. I refuse to believe my good friend FB-AI-BOT would tell me it was an invisible whatever if FB didn’t actually have and use invisible whatever’s. Sigh, who knows.

    I didn’t spend much time on photographs today, or this week really. I did do quite a lot of stuff getting my poor old iMac back in fighting shape. I’m very pleased with the bugs I’ve squashed and the improvements I’ve made. I don’t have the time or energy to bore you good reader with those details at the moment.

    There is predicted to be a large winter storm front coming through the eastern part of the country tonight. It is supposed to be very disruptive and dangerous. My southerly location means uncertainty, the front could just miss us, or just hit us. I live on a sort of natural break in the geography that acts as a line of differentiation for such types of weather events, it’s called the fall line. It is a real thing that is fascinating in it’s own right, but I will leave it at that.

    At this time school is not expected to be canceled, as predictions have us at the edge of not getting too much bad wether. However there is always the possibility that some gnat farts and the shifts everything just a bitt and we will have actual winter weather. The school board stands ready to shut down the school district if even a single snowflake is seen. A single snowflake is a local crisis to those who have never been anywhere but here. People here can’t drive in the rain let alone the snow. It’s pretty crazy as it rains here a lot. I suppose I should say that people here can’t drive, but theres always those people everywhere.

    Today I have only one photo to post. I long for the day when I can cross post between my blog, my Facebook business, my instagram, and yes my Threads. As much as I dislike Meta and it’s children, they are the biggest if not the only game in town for social media. If you can’t beat them join them. Hopefully someday someone will come along and beat them, but hopefully they aren’t as evil. Heh, wishful thinking, i know. Anyway this photograph is of a football field at night with the American flag proudly waving. Again a nice sense of calm that I appreciate. It’s not fancy but It does make me feel something. This is from the batch of photos from the HOCO marching band competition in October 2025.

    I need to do other things now. Cheers.

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  • January 21, 2026

    January 21, 2026

    Today’s pictures are more marching band stuff. I got quite a few nice shots from this day of shooting. I’m not sure what school this band is from. I’m not going for historical accuracy here. I assume they are from Georgia, as the competition was in Georgia. I’m not even going to try to look up the venue or date. I don’t really care and I doubt anyone else will either. But I do like these shots a good bit, they have a Sargent Pepper thing going on thematically. I do love the Beatles.

    I really love the colors of their uniforms. If you look closely at the pep talk you can see the paisley designs in the jackets, pretty cool. All that red really pops on these photos. These are a sharp set of band pics.

    I’m also including a school bus, because of course I am. It was in the same chronological vicinity as the Sgt. Pepper pics, as was the nice fluffy could. I guess you could say I have my head in the clouds. Like the good old disc jockey Casey Kasem used to say on his weekly top 40 radio show, keep you head in the stars and your feet on the ground. I know having ones head in the clouds and having ones head in the stars is technically different, but it seems to me they both mean pretty much the same thing, keep dreaming. Oh the top 40 radio show, what a long time ago and a different world that was.

    Today it’s just pictures. I’m sick of politics. It’s not like I can do much about any of it anyway. I don’t feel like talking about tech. While I’ve done a lot of work the last few days I’m in no mood to dissect it. The long and the short of it is, I’ve continued to do a lot to fix the things I thought I’d fixed, but now I think it’s actually fixed. Once time bears that out I may revisit what has been done. I actually learned quite a bit. Once again Chat GPT AI is a really nice tool. I’m happy to know I need not talk to tech support again unless there is something that only they can achieve technically.

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  • January 19, 2026

    January 19, 2026

    It’s hard to believe this year has been going for nearly twenty days. My work as a bus driver makes the days melt in a never ending cycle of going around in circles. I suppose I actually appreciate that about the job. There was a period in my life when I worked at WMAZ and the days seemed like an endless purgatory. Then when I left WMAZ and tried to start a photography business and failed I became despondent and wallowed in unemployment with no prospects or hope. That was over a decade of time moving so slowly that is hurt. Now that I look back it seems to have rolled right on past me in the blink of an eye, but I remember how slow and painful it was as I drudged thorough it without much hope.

    I did try to improve my situation at WMAZ. I stayed as long as I did with a glimmer of hope that I would be brought into the fold so to speak. They, and by they I mean the corporate masters as well as the local management, seemed to be well taken care of with fat cars and nice lives outside of work. After all, the parent company of WMAZ at the time was a billion dollar company that made billion dollar profits pretty much ever year. Of course it was never enough, and they had to squeeze the the bottom rung of employees of the organization for all the gravy they were worth.

    There were a few people at WMAZ that were well taken care of, the department managers, and the franchise lifelong reporters that were the face of the whole operation. Im certain some of the life ong news people did better than others. I am, however, sure that the never ending rotation of producers and reporters that did the bulk of the heavy lifting were treated as disposable. The station was a learning station where fresh college graduates with a shiny new degree in journalism were routinely hired and then put through the ringer. Separating the wheat from the chaff, so to speak. Most ended up chaff naturally. Their pay was always pretty bad, much like mine. This I inferred from some friends observed circumstances without actually comparing pay stubs. Perhaps I was the only one exploited like some kind of naive fool. I seriously doubt that though.

    Heh, this post started out talking about time and devolved into crying in my beer. I don’t really want to delve too deeply into the inner workings of the machine that ate ten years of my life. I doubt anyone would care.

    We all know we live in a world where what’s on the surface is vastly different from what is actually happening underneath. We all know that exploitation is the cornerstone of capitalism. We know the benefits seen by the average worker is a side effect not a feature. I suppose that at least there does seem to be some small measure of improvement for the working class over time, at least based on the history of the US that I can see and have been taught. I don’t have much real information about the many other countries in the world that are under the thumb of the master exploiters that run the capital of the US and other world powers. At this time in history, the US is the biggest, richest, most powerful exploiter in the world, if you believe information fed to US masses. The world is probably, based on my limited observation, given to the same general understanding of US hegemony by the global elites who control what the world sees and thinks. Some countries are likely isolated from the global propaganda machine built by capitalism. Capitalism is trying to absorb them too by hook or by crook.

    It occurred to me writing the last paragraph that the capital of ownership, ie the means of production, is intrinsically tied to the capital of a state , ie the seat of power. What a loaded word! I can’t believe this never occurred to me. I don’t recall ever reading it or being taught it. I wonder if this is something that is just commonly understood by thinking people? Probably. I expect most people wouldn’t make the connection. I expect most people don’t know what the means of production is even.

    Today is Martin Luther King Jr day here in the US. A federal holiday. MLK was born on January 15th 1929. His day is observed on the third Monday of the month to coincide with his birthday. I have tremendous respect for the man. His vision was clear and he was able to impart his vision to so many and change things for the better. The world is still broken, but MLK gave it a little more hope.

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  • January 10, 2026

    January 10, 2026

    Today’s post has good news and bad news. First though, I am going to add a new category tab in my blog taxonomy. Yeah that was really the first word I thought of. I’m not normal. Thank God. Anyway I want a category for tech type things. I am definitely very much interested in tech. I’ve worked with tech of many different kinds in my video career, solid state tech and info tech of many different kinds. I’ve forgotten more about both than most people will ever even know exist. Even in my fifties I still am interested in keeping up with the trends to some extant. Tech, especially info tech is constantly progressing. Ones understanding of and ability to effectively navigate requires constant training, refreshing knowledge, skills and equipment. So anyway I’ve decided the new category is going to be #tech.

    The bad news is in relation to what I think was my last blog post. It regards the trouble I was having with my old iMac. I struggled with the application Adobe Lightroom Classic specifically. As I explained then I spent several days trying to figure out what was happening, and I believed I fixed the problem. It turns out that wasn’t true. I was still having pretty serious problems. I was really worried my workstation was starting to give up the ghost. When I bought this iMac in 2017 I built it beefy hoping to keep it good to go for a long time. And really the 8-9 years it has served me is admirable for any info tech type device. As previously said that is really old for a personal computer or other computing device. But it seemed likely it had started to fail.

    The good news is my trusty iMac 2017 isn’t failing. I’m confident this time I’ve figured out the gremlin that was causing my and my computer’s distress. I’ll explain what the problem ended up being shortly. But first, I want to talk a little about the process, which I personally find interesting.

    I started trying to trouble shoot about a week ago, last weekend. I spent hours trying things that I’ve done in the past to try and isolate the problem, rebooting, reinstalling, purging caches, adjusting settings and whatever else made sense at the time. All of these are things that I’ve done many times. Oh I forgot to mention I went to Google which brought me to the Apple tech forums, which I used as a guide. I didn’t want to try to get on the phone with anyone, which is one of the first things I would have done when doing this for a job, but that was when whoever I worked for was paying for good tech support. I can’t afford that and frankly don’t really need it most times. Occasionally the problem is not on my end of the but something remote that needs attention, which I requires sitting through low level techs moving you up the food chain, often for hours, before the problem can be resolved. The Apple forums had some good information and I thought I had fixed the problem. But during the week I realized my victory was short lived when I actually tried to use Lightroom to perform it’s function and it balked. During the week I didn’t have the time or energy to really dedicate to continuing my quest for normalcy. And sometimes a little time away from the problem can lead to a new outlook and epiphany.

    My big epiphany as I started trying to figure things out this morning was to use Chat GPT AI to help troubleshoot. Hot damn! I can’t say enough good things about AI today. It really helped a lot. That robot was a competent trouble shooting tech-support-agent right out of the gate. AI is pretty insane. I’ve got a lot of mixed feeling about AI. But I can’t say enough good about how it helped me with this problem that had been plaguing me for the last week. I hope robots and humans can live together in harmony.

    So what was the problem bogging down my iMac? Turns out it was a bad cable between my external hard drive where I store my photos and the main unit/CPU/iMac. Something so simple causing so much trouble. I took several steps with the AI before coming to that conclusion, but it really didn’t take more than an hour I think. Compared to the weeklong ordeal I that had brought me no relief it was nothing short of miraculous. Now I can play with my photos again! Happy day!

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  • January 6, 2025

    January 6, 2025

    Life has kicked my butt. That’s what I’m thinking and feeling at the moment. I’m just home from work for the day. Kicked my shoes off. Took a shower. Ate some dinner, a cheese burger. I guess compared to a lot of people I’ve got it pretty good. And I know it’s true, but what’s the real price of this lavish existence having a roof over my head and a board of food to slake my appetite?

    I’ve been struggling with my iMac the last couple days. More specifically I’ve been struggling with Adobe Lightroom classic software. It’s taken a good part of three days to get it back where it should be. At least I hope it’s back where it should be. As I write this the software is still bogged down, but I think I know why, and I think it’s temporary until it finishes syncing with the cloud. I’m not really sure why I’m syncing with the cloud. It seemed like a good idea at the time, but I really never use the portable Lightroom version for pad and phone OSs. Maybe I’ll get around to doing that someday.

    A couple days ago I was looking at some more marching band pix from a different event. I took upwards of 500 for this one. I was making adjustments to an image and selected an option I’d never seen before in classic Lightroom. This software is constantly being updated, upgraded, changed. You can’t stand in the way of progress, especially when it’s tech and there’s profit at stake. Anyway I selected an option called super resolution in the sharpness panel, the same panel with noise reduction. I had previously applied NR, which I’ve used a lot in the past. But then I saw the new super resolution option and thought super! So I clicked it to have a look. Lo and behold a box pops up saying it needs to configure ai something or another, and it was going to take an hour of processing. I honestly can’t remember if I canceled it immediately or let it run. This was three days ago. Either way it basically locked up my Lightroom software. It started some sort of chain reaction that devoured all of my computers memory and kept asking for more. Basically a memory leak, as I understand it.

    This memory leak in my Lightroom classic was a massive pain in the ass. Every time I open Lightroom it just got hung up. It would sin its wheel and not really allow me to do anything. It took minutes to select anything. Then it seemed to not do anything when selecting an option, so I was unable to deselect super resolution. I tried several different things. Turning off and then tuning it on again time ten. I went to the adobe community for help and found a few articles that seemed relevant. It was painfully slow being able to try the suggested remedies due to the memory leak. I don’t think they helped much if at all. Then I had an epiphany.

    The epiphany seemed to me was one image with one bad selection was the harbinger of my sorrow. I realized maybe I can isolate that file and remove it. Basically I had to remove the .xmp file that was its sidecar. The .xmp is what holds all the information about changes to the master file. Which is good because I don’t have to loose the master photo, just the edits. I’m glad I decided to use .xmp when I learned about it. While this whole saga cost me several hours of watching my computer restart and have its wheels spin, I didn’t lose any actual files. Once I removed the corrupted.xmp file and uninstalled and reinstalled Lightroom it seems to back in business. 

    My iMac is a 2017, so it’s nearly ten years old now. That’s pretty ancient for this kind of tech at this time and place in the world. My computer’s age likely played a part in causing this episode.  Lightroom won’t even let me fully upgrade to the latest and greatest due to my hardware being incapable of handling the heavier load that apparently comes with the luxury of ai tools. I don’t like falling behind the tech curve like this, but I chose to be poor or at least made choices that limited any chance of not being poor. My iMac can keep up with the newer versions of software up to a point, but clearly with this episode it is struggling anyway. I hope I can keep it going another year or two before I can afford a new computer. It’s not like not having it is going to loose me money, because I don’t make any money with it, and that’s what it’s all about. Isn’t it?

  • December 28, 2025

    December 28, 2025

    Christmas has come and gone. I enjoyed Christmas this year. I don’t think that’s always the case, owing my to cynical nature among other things. There were some uncomfortable and awkward moments this year, but I’m used to it and expect it. Happily there were fewer and less intense family conflicts than usual. I think we as a unit have become pretty good at putting it behind us and enjoying the rest of the day to come.

    Today is Sunday. I’ve decided not to go to church today. I like going to church, but don’t think it’s a requirement for my soul to find peace. I do find peace there when I attend, at least most of the time. I love to learn and love going to church because I learn new things all the time. I learn about the Bible, which is a fascinating book on so many levels. I learn from the preacher. I’ve learned that preachers are different, and that’s a good thing. It means more to learn. So far I’ve really only listened to two primary preachers since I gave my life to Jesus. I came around late, and depending on the denomination I’m probably not actually saved, but I feel saved and that’s good enough for me. I don’t care if you think I’m some kind of apostate because my view is different than yours or some scholars or leaders or even pew people. I’m not going deeper than that now.

    I slept late as I like to do when it’s a weekend. I slept even later than usual because it is Christmas break, or the holiday break, as I believe it is officially known from work/school. I get a nice two weeks vacation like the childrens do (sic). The school system have to remain inclusive to views other than Christian, of which I’m a firm believer. I can tell you no one is stopping anyone from wishing a Merry Christmas of Happy Hanukkah. It just can’t be forced down the throats of a captive audience, nor should it be.

    My normal schedule is going to bed around nine of the clock PM and waking up at four thirty AM sharp for work. My schedule tends to slip more and more towards being a night person as the break continues. I try not to let my nights get to late. I usually manage to go to sleep before midnight. I don’t want my circadian system too out of wack when I have to go back to work and force myself up at four thirty AM again. It’s hard enough to wake up then even when I’m doing it every day.

    I took some time this morning to continue looking at the current batch of field trippin band pics I’ve focusing on lately. I’ve more or less gone through everything I photographed during this particular trip. There are many nice images. Many are very similar to each other, with small differences as time progresses. There are likely better versions and views than what I’m posting today, but I liked all of these, for some reason or another. So let it ride.

    I probably won’t revisit this batch of photos with an eye for finding new things for a good long while, years probably, maybe never. I’m sure I would find some good stuff I overlooked when and if I do. I may decide some of the things I liked enough to post today aren’t all that great. That’s part what this blog is about I suppose. It puts a time stamp on a moment of life, mine and yours.

    That is another great thing about photography. It is a distinct moment in time from a distinct point of view that can’t be altered, at least not at this point in time. Future tech or even high end security may be able to alter RAW files, but consumers probably never will. Future tech will probably even be able to actually travel back in time to change events. I know Einstein said time travel is impossible, but I expect people will continue to try until they prove him wrong.

    Hehe, I really went in a different direction there, didn’t I. I’m not going to expand on my thoughts about time travel and human ingenuity. But I will say that a RAW file is and always will be a RAW file to the best of knowledge. Which I just looked up and can confirm. RAW files are not able to be edited destructively, but they can be extensively edited nondestructively. Im pulling a quote directly from Google Gemini Ai to the question, “can raw files be edited destructively.” It’s answer corroborates what I thought when I thought started down this path of logic.

    How RAW Non-Destructive Editing Works

    • Data Preservation: RAW files capture all unprocessed data from the camera’s sensor, like a digital negative, unlike JPEGs which get camera-processed and data-discarded.
    • Instructions, Not Pixels: Editing software (like Lightroom, Camera Raw, Capture One) interprets these RAW files, applying your changes (exposure, white balance, contrast) as instructions in a catalog or sidecar file (e.g., XMP).
    • Reversibility: You can always go back and tweak or undo any edit because the original RAW file remains untouched.

    There are probably ways or people looking for ways to invalidate that security, but for now, at least for consumer level users, there is no way to alter RAW files directly or permanently.